Did I make a mistake……
I called Deedra just now. I told her I was going to be going out with Elie. Deedra is really upset now. I hate it. Deedra is my best friend, only Adam and like two others even come close, now I don’t think she’s going to want to be. I tried talking to her about something else after, and she was like, “Just no. I’m going to go. I’ll talk to you someday than I guess.”
Fuck, this sucks.
Maybe I shouldn’t have told her, but it’s the right thing to do. I didn’t want her to find out second hand. I’d want her to tell me at least.
Dammit.
